Habakkuk 2

Then the Lord replied: "Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay."

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

His Wonderful Deeds

Wednesday, October 26, 2016, 7:14 p.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Total Praise.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 75 (NIV).

We Praise You (v. 1)

We praise you, God,
    we praise you, for your Name is near;
    people tell of your wonderful deeds.

God’s Name is his divine character, his will, and his reputation (renown). It represents who he is and what he is about. When we gather together in the Name of Jesus, and he is present among us, it is not because we merely use his name as the reason for our meeting, but it is because our assembly is in accord with his divine will and character. It is because our gathering is to fulfill his divine purposes for Spirit-led and Spirit-filled fellowship, prayer, communion, ministry, encouragement and the teaching of his Word.

When we pray in the Name of Jesus, we are to be praying according to his divine will, as revealed in His Word, and as witnessed to us in our spirits by the Holy Spirit living within us. We should not pray with selfish motives in mind, or against his revealed will in scripture. If we don’t know his specific will in a matter, we can make our requests known to God, and then pray, “Nevertheless, not my will but Thine be done.” For instance, we may pray to be delivered from a specific trial, which is Biblical, but we must also know that God brings trials into our lives for our good, which is also Biblical, and so we must commit ourselves into God’s hands, and yield to his will.

So, when it says here that God’s Name is near, it is saying that He is near us, as is his divine character, his will for us, his sovereignty, his grace, his forgiveness, his mercy, his love, his steadfastness, and his faithfulness, etc. They are all close by to us. In fact, if we truly believe in Jesus Christ to be Lord and Savior of our lives, he is living within us in the person of his Holy Spirit. You can’t get much closer than that! And, he is always with us, and he will never leave us or forsake us. And, so we praise him, because of who he is, and for all that he has done and is going to do for us.

The Appointed Time (vv. 2-5)

You say, “I choose the appointed time;
    it is I who judge with equity.
When the earth and all its people quake,
    it is I who hold its pillars firm.
To the arrogant I say, ‘Boast no more,’
    and to the wicked, ‘Do not lift up your horns.
Do not lift your horns against heaven;
    do not speak so defiantly.’”

God has a timing for everything he does, and it isn’t usually our timing. We, especially here in America, live in an “instant” and “fast food” society. We are used to getting things quickly, and so we can easily be tempted to lose patience when we are stuck in traffic, or when we have to stand in a line a few extra minutes because something went wrong with the person’s transaction in front of us, or when the internet is slow as molasses.

Years ago I was guilty of getting frustrated if I had to wait in line longer than I had anticipated. Then God spoke to me, and he showed me how silly I looked. And, then I just learned to smile, and to accept that, even if I chose the shortest line, it might end up being the longest line, and that often happens, but I just smile, and I’m at peace.

In America, too, we, as a society, feel we should not have to suffer pain, and so it is prevalent in America to have people automatically go for pills, alcohol, pornography, movies, and games, etc. – anything to try to numb or to drown out the pain and suffering. I did that in my past life. I should have turned to God, and I did, for a while, but I lost patience with him when things got really tough, and I didn’t trust in his sovereignty over my life. But, he didn’t give up on me, praise God! He brought me back around, and he taught me about his sovereignty over my life, and I yielded to him.

It is hard to suffer, no doubt. I don’t like being bit up by bed bugs. I am praying for deliverance, and I believe it will come, if it has not already, and yet I yield to God’s perfect timing and to his sovereign will over my life. I know he allowed this trial for a purpose, and at his appointed time, he will deliver me from it. Yet, I praise him in the good times and in the bad.

He Exalts (vv. 6-8)

No one from the east or the west
    or from the desert can exalt themselves.
It is God who judges:
    He brings one down, he exalts another.
In the hand of the Lord is a cup
    full of foaming wine mixed with spices;
he pours it out, and all the wicked of the earth
    drink it down to its very dregs.

God is absolutely sovereign and in control over all things. Amen! A woman told me today that God is not presently in control, because he is allowing Satan to rule the earth. So, I pointed out to her that the word “allowing” means that he can also “disallow,” so that means he is absolutely in control over all things. He sets the limits. He puts people on thrones and takes some of them down. He may allow evil to reign for a time, but he has an appointed time in which he will judge, and those who continue to do evil, and who do not repent of their sins, will face his wrath.

He may allow us to go through times of great suffering and distress, too, but he will deliver us who love him, and who have been called according to his purpose. It is just a matter of when, according to his appointed time, and according to his divine purposes and will. Sometimes he gives us relief from suffering in this life, but other times people find their relief through death. He never promised us that life would be easy for us, or that we should live a life of worldly or earthly comfort. He allows suffering in our lives to produce in us godly character, to teach us perseverance, and to get us to stop trusting in ourselves (in humans), but to put our trust fully in HIM to meet all of our needs. We also learn compassion through the things we suffer. I know I am way more compassionate now that I have suffered bed bugs.

He also opens some doors for us and he closes others, and it is not up to us to try to force doors open which he wants closed, or to close doors he may want to remain open. We are not to take matters into our own hands, but we are to commit our ways to the Lord, and let him direct our paths.

Sing Praise (vv. 9-10)

As for me, I will declare this forever;
    I will sing praise to the God of Jacob,
who says, “I will cut off the horns of all the wicked,
    but the horns of the righteous will be lifted up.”

Sadly, many will never put their hope in Jesus Christ, but will go from bad to worse, always defying the Lord who made them. One day they will stand before God and he will judge them, and they will be cast out into outer darkness and will burn in hell. So, we should pray for their salvation.

In good times, and in bad times, we should praise the Lord. He has been impressing that much on my heart lately… that, and learning to totally rest in him in and for all things. One day we will be rewarded for our faith and trust in him, and for our perseverance in trial. So, even if you are still in the midst of suffering for his name’s sake, praise the Lord, for he is good.

Total Praise / Richard Smallwood

Lord, I will lift mine eyes to the hills
Knowing my help is coming from You
Your peace You give me in time of the storm
You are the source of my strength…



Whose Standards?

Wednesday, October 26, 2016, 8:30 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Gift of God.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 74:1-12 (NIV).

The Redeemed (vv. 1-3)

O God, why have you rejected us forever?
    Why does your anger smolder against the sheep of your pasture?
Remember the nation you purchased long ago,
    the people of your inheritance, whom you redeemed—
    Mount Zion, where you dwelt.
Turn your steps toward these everlasting ruins,
    all this destruction the enemy has brought on the sanctuary.

Jesus Christ, God the Son, came to earth to redeem the people of the world, i.e. to purchase us back for God with his blood shed on a cross for our sins. Why did we need this? Because, when God first created man, man was without sin. But, when man disobeyed God’s commandments, sin entered into the world. When we, as humans, are born into this world, we are born in the image of Adam. We were all made sinners because of this one man’s sin (See: Ro. 5:12-19; 1 Co. 15:21-49). And, as sinners, we are destined to spend eternity in the pits of hell, apart from the saving grace of God.

So, God the Father sent his Son, Jesus Christ, to the earth, to die for our sins. He who knew no sin became sin for us so that when he died, our sins died with him, and were buried with him. When the Father resurrected him from the grave, Jesus rose victorious over hell, sin, death and Satan. So, through Jesus’ death and resurrection, we can be forgiven our sins and have eternal life with God.

So, how does that happen, for us? We have to put our faith and trust in Jesus Christ to be Lord (owner-master) and Savior of our lives. When we do this, by God’s grace, we are crucified with Christ in death to sin, and we are resurrected with Christ to newness of life, “created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness” (Eph. 4:24). This is new birth of the Spirit. Our old lives of living for sin and self are put to death, and we are given new lives to be lived for God, in the Spirit. No longer should we conduct our lives according to the sinful nature, but our lifestyles should reflect that Jesus Christ is truly Lord of our lives, and not just our Savior (See: Ro. 8:1-14).

When we are born of the Spirit of God, by God’s grace, through faith in Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit comes into our lives to dwell. He is the one who empowers us to live godly and holy lives pleasing to God. He is the one who brings the Word of God alive to our hearts, and who teaches us how God’s Word is to be applied to our lives and world today. The Holy Spirit counsels, leads, guides, encourages, gives courage, strengthens and empowers us to walk in the Spirit and no longer according to our sinful flesh. We just have to yield our lives over to God, in full submission to Him, and we have to cooperate with the Spirit’s work of grace and sanctification in our lives. For, if we claim to have fellowship with God, and yet we walk (in lifestyle) in darkness (sin), we are liars and the truth is not in us (See: 1 Jn. 1:6).

The Enemy (vv. 4-8)

Your foes roared in the place where you met with us;
    they set up their standards as signs.
They behaved like men wielding axes
    to cut through a thicket of trees.
They smashed all the carved paneling
    with their axes and hatchets.
They burned your sanctuary to the ground;
    they defiled the dwelling place of your Name.
They said in their hearts, “We will crush them completely!”
    They burned every place where God was worshiped in the land.

Yet, we have an enemy who is against us, who would like nothing more than to destroy us and the gospel of our salvation. He, Satan, has a very large bag of tricks from which to pull, to be used against us, until he can get us to give up, or until he can discredit or deceive us, or until such a time in which he can incarcerate us, silence us, or put us to death.

One of Satan’s greatest weapons against us is his lies (his deceptions). Yet, his lies are not all that obvious to the naïve or to the unsuspecting eye or ear. In fact, he is very subtle, stealthy, patient and slow in his attempts to discredit the gospel and to deceive the minds of the unsuspecting. His lies are so cleverly disguised as truth, and they have come into the church at such a slow pace, that most people have not even noticed the gradual changes that our enemy has slipped into the gospel and among God’s people. Little by little he has brought in his lies and deceptions, and the people within the church have largely accepted them as truth, one by one.

What has happened is that Jesus’ standards, which he has set for our lives, in the way of godly living, have been replaced with our enemies’ standards, i.e. with the world’s standards. What is being taught across America, in the church, is that we don’t have to repent of sin, we don’t have to obey Christ’s instructions to us, and we don’t have to submit to Christ and his cross. I call this a “do nothing” gospel, for it is a false grace gospel. It says we do nothing at all, and God does it all. Well, if that were true, then the whole world would be saved, for none of us would need to have faith in Jesus Christ to be saved. But, faith is required, and that faith is revealed as genuine through repentance, through obedience, and through submission to Christ and his cross, in death to sin and living to righteousness. But, this only happens via the Spirit of God in new birth, and through his empowering (gifting) us even to believe on Jesus Christ.

How Long? (vv. 9-11)

We are given no signs from God;
    no prophets are left,
    and none of us knows how long this will be.
How long will the enemy mock you, God?
    Will the foe revile your name forever?
Why do you hold back your hand, your right hand?
    Take it from the folds of your garment and destroy them!

When we see all the destruction the enemy has done to the gospel, and to those who call themselves messengers of the gospel, in removing the core truths of the gospel of our salvation from the message itself, it should grieve our hearts. And, we should long for the day when all will be restored.

We should cry out to God over the many who are being deceived by the enemy day after day, and we should pray for deliverance. We should pray for the eyes of the blind to be opened, and that they might be turned from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, so they can receive forgiveness of sins, and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in Jesus Christ. And, we should keep praying until our Lord exposes these fruitless deeds of darkness, so that the deceived will see the light of life, and will turn, and God will heal them.

Our Savior (v. 12)

But God is my King from long ago;
    he brings salvation on the earth.

When Jesus died on the cross for our sins, he did not die just so we could escape hell and have the hope of heaven when we die. He died that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. He died that we might not any longer live for ourselves, but for him who gave his life up for us. He died, as well, that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us who walk not according to the sinful nature, but who walk according to the Spirit.

His grace to us is not a free license to continue in sin without guilt and without remorse. He is not pleased with us no matter what we do. He is grieved when we turn away from his righteous requirements and we decide to go our own way. His grace, which brings salvation, teaches us to say “NO” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives while we wait for his return. The whole point of our salvation is to free us from sin, not to excuse away sin. So, if someone is telling you that you can be saved but that you don’t have to repent of your sin, and that you don’t have to obey Christ, then know that they are lying to you, and if you believe that lie, it will cost you your life for eternity.

Jesus said that if anyone would come after him, he must deny self, take up his cross daily (die daily to sin and self) and follow (obey) him. He said that if we hold on to our old lives (of living for sin and self), we will lose them for eternity. But, if, by the grace of God, we lose our lives (are crucified with Christ in death to sin), then we will gain eternal life (See: Lu. 9:23-25). And, Paul reiterated this when he said that if we walk according to the flesh, we will die (without Christ), but if by the Spirit we are putting to death the deeds of the flesh, we will live (See: Ro. 8:1-14). In other words, a saved life is a life that is crucified with Christ in death to sin, and which is resurrected with Christ in newness of life, “created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness” (See: Eph. 4:17-24; Ro. 6:1-23).

Gift of God / An Original Work / October 25, 2016
Based off Various Scriptures

Jesus Christ, Son of God,
Died for us on a cross;
Conquered death, sin, and hell,
So, with Him, we would dwell.

For, by His grace, we are saved.
He set us free from all sin.
Thanks be to God for His Gift.
Through faith in Him, we’re forgiven.

Holy Spirit of God,
Given to us who believe,
Gives us new life in Christ;
Made to be just like Him.

We died with Christ to our sin.
New lives in Him we begin,
Walking with Christ day by day.
We read His Word, and we pray.

Jesus, He is our Lord.
Follow Him where He leads.
Tell the world of His grace.
We’ll see Christ face to face.

Soon He is coming again.
We’ll be forever with Him.
He’ll wipe our tears all away.
Oh, what a wonderful day!




Tuesday, October 25, 2016

Gift of God

The Bible teaches us that “God so loved the world that he gave his one and only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life” (Jn. 3:16). Jesus Christ is God’s gift to us. He is the Gift of God. All else flows from Him. God the Father sent him to die on a cross for our sins so that, through faith in Him, we might be delivered from slavery to sin, and we might have eternal life with God. When we come to faith in Jesus Christ, we are crucified with Christ in death to sin, and we are resurrected with Christ in newness of life, “created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness” (Eph. 4:24).

Then, we begin our walk of faith with Christ, which involves reading his Word, listening to what he says, talking with Him in prayer, and doing what he tells us to do. Because we are so grateful for what he has done for us, and because we want others to know him, too, we tell others about Jesus and his plan of salvation for our lives. And, one day he is coming back for us, to take us to be with him forever. When he comes, he will wipe away every tear from our eyes. We will no longer be in pain, for we will then be raised to glorified bodies, which will no longer see death or decay. Oh, how I look forward to seeing my Lord face to face, to be with him forever. Oh, what a wonderful day that will be!

Gift of God / An Original Work / October 25, 2016
Based off Various Scriptures

Jesus Christ, Son of God,
Died for us on a cross;
Conquered death, sin, and hell,
So, with Him, we would dwell.

For, by His grace, we are saved.
He set us free from all sin.
Thanks be to God for His Gift.
Through faith in Him, we’re forgiven.

Holy Spirit of God,
Given to us who believe,
Gives us new life in Christ;
Made to be just like Him.

We died with Christ to our sin.
New lives in Him we begin,
Walking with Christ day by day.
We read His Word, and we pray.

Jesus, He is our Lord.
Follow Him where He leads.
Tell the world of His grace.
We’ll see Christ face to face.

Soon He is coming again.
We’ll be forever with Him.
He’ll wipe our tears all away.
Oh, what a wonderful day!



Until I Entered

Tuesday, October 25, 2016, midnight – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “What a Friend We Have in Jesus.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 73 (Select vv. NIV).

God is Good (v. 1)

A psalm of Asaph.

Surely God is good to Israel,
    to those who are pure in heart.

When you think of God as being good to us, what comes to mind? Do you, or do I think only of the many ways in which he blesses our lives with the things we enjoy? - With things which make us feel happy? Or, can “good” mean something other than just what is pleasant or agreeable to our tastes, or just what fits with our personal preferences? Can “good,” for instance, have more of a connotation of what is just, right, holy, beneficial, and/or appropriate to our situation? If so, that might be a “game changer” for some of us, i.e. that knowledge might be something “that effects a significant shift in the current manner of doing or thinking about something” (Google).

Romans 8:28-29 says this: “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. For those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son, so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren.”

The psalmist said that God is good to Israel (to God’s chosen people), to those who are pure in heart, i.e. to those who have genuine faith in God - in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior of their lives – who are walking according to the Spirit and not according to the flesh (See: Ro. 8:1-14). In Romans 8 it says that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose. The Bible teaches us that to love God means to obey his teachings, not in sinless perfection, but consistently and persistently (in lifestyle).

And, what are God’s purposes for us? That we be conformed to the image (likeness) of His Son. And, how does God conform us to the likeness of Jesus? He brings into our lives what will be beneficial to us in molding us into Christ’s likeness. Sometimes that means adversity, pain, trials, and difficulties, because these types of things teach us to rely on God and not on ourselves, they help mature us in Christ, and they teach us perseverance.

Self-Pity (vv. 2-3, 13-15)

But as for me, my feet had almost slipped;
    I had nearly lost my foothold.
For I envied the arrogant
    when I saw the prosperity of the wicked…

Surely in vain I have kept my heart pure
    and have washed my hands in innocence.
All day long I have been afflicted,
    and every morning brings new punishments.
If I had spoken out like that,
    I would have betrayed your children.

Sometimes, though, when we are going through trials, we don’t realize that God IS being “good” to us. And, we might even begin comparing ourselves to others and wonder why others are not having to suffer like us, especially if we have been walking in obedience to Christ, and others have not. And, we might even feel that God is being unfair or unjust to us who do love him, and who are walking according the Spirit and not according to the flesh. And, if we have a wrong perception of the “good” God does bring into our lives, we may feel cheated, and feel like it profits us nothing to obey him. We call this self-pity, and any of us can get there if we are not careful, and if we have wrong perceptions of the goodness of God to those who love him.

I believe this can also happen if we get our eyes off Jesus and on to our circumstances, but especially if we do not have a correct understanding of the goodness of God in our lives, that his goal is to conform us to the likeness of Christ. That means he will have to prune us and discipline us sometimes, and that is painful, but the purpose is that we might share in Christ’s holiness, and that when we are trained by it, it will produce the peaceful fruit of righteousness (See: Heb. 12:3-11).

So, you see here that his “good” to us is to do what is necessary in our lives to fulfill his purpose for us, which is to make us more like Jesus, that we might share in his holiness. And, to be holy means to be separate (unlike, different) from this sinful world, because we are being made into the likeness of Christ.

Until I Entered (vv. 16-17)

When I tried to understand all this,
    it troubled me deeply
till I entered the sanctuary of God;
    then I understood their final destiny.

So, when God is being “good” to us by taking us through life’s difficulties in order to prune and purify us, and to make us more like Jesus, but we aren’t getting it, and we are feeling sorry for ourselves, the only way in which we are going to gain the right perspective of all that is going on in our lives is to get alone with God in prayer, to pour our hearts out to him, and then to hear what he has to say to us through his Word concerning our circumstances. Then, he can teach us what we need to learn, and we can rest in him, trust in him, and believe he truly knows what is best for us, even if right now we might not see all the reasons or the benefits of what he is taking us through.

You Hold Me (vv. 21-28)

When my heart was grieved
    and my spirit embittered,
I was senseless and ignorant;
    I was a brute beast before you.

Yet I am always with you;
    you hold me by my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
    and afterward you will take me into glory.
Whom have I in heaven but you?
    And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
My flesh and my heart may fail,
    but God is the strength of my heart
    and my portion forever.

Those who are far from you will perish;
    you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.
But as for me, it is good to be near God.
    I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge;
    I will tell of all your deeds.

Part of God’s goodness to us is that he is always with those of us who truly love him, who have been called according to his purpose. He will never leave us or forsake us. He won’t abandon us in our times of difficulty. He will not let us go. He is holding on to us. And, he is there to give us everything we need in the way of counsel, direction, encouragement, strength and endurance to get through these difficult days, and to come out shining like gold, i.e. he will see us through to victory. And, victory does not necessarily mean that our circumstances will change, but that God will change us through our life’s situations. After all, that is the object. So, trust him. Rest in him. Call on him in your suffering, and let him make you to be like HIM.

What a Friend We Have in Jesus
Joseph M. Scriven / Charles C. Converse

What a friend we have in Jesus,
all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer.

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged;
take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful
who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness;
take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden,
cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge;
take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In his arms he'll take and shield thee;
thou wilt find a solace there.


Monday, October 24, 2016

My Strong Refuge

Monday, October 24, 2016, 8:30 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Jesus, I am Resting, Resting.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 71 (Select vv. NIV).

Rescue Me (vv. 1-4, 7-9)

In you, Lord, I have taken refuge;
    let me never be put to shame.
In your righteousness, rescue me and deliver me;
    turn your ear to me and save me.
Be my rock of refuge,
    to which I can always go;
give the command to save me,
    for you are my rock and my fortress.
Deliver me, my God, from the hand of the wicked,
    from the grasp of those who are evil and cruel.

I have become a sign to many;
    you are my strong refuge.
My mouth is filled with your praise,
    declaring your splendor all day long.
Do not cast me away when I am old;
    do not forsake me when my strength is gone.

This is my situation. Yours may be completely different. We have bed bugs, going on 3 weeks now. We had our first treatment last Thursday, and will have the next one this Thursday. After the first treatment, matters got much worse. The bites actually increased. Not sure why. I was told things will get worse before they get better. And, we were asked not to do anything ourselves other than we can use talc powder and rubbing alcohol to kill the bugs or to dissuade them from biting us, if we can find where they are hiding, and/or if we have some idea where they might be coming from.

From the very beginning of this situation, the Lord spoke to me through his word very strongly in teaching me that this is not going to go away through human effort, but that if we are delivered from this, it will be God who delivers us. And, along with that he said that I was to rest in him, not be afraid to suffer, and to trust him. As well, I was to listen to what he wanted to teach me through this and allow him to change me where I needed to be changed (purified and pruned). And, added to that, I was to not stop singing, but I was to continually give him my praise and thanksgiving.

Yet, it isn’t just the bed bug bites that are the problem. In other words, when you have bed bugs, it is like you have a contagious disease of some kind. You don’t just have them in your home or apartment, but you can be a carrier of them to other people. I have had them in my hair twice now, that I know of, and they have laid their eggs there, too. Both of these times the Lord has helped me to discover this, so we were able to kill the bugs and treat my hair for any remaining bugs or eggs, but they could also be in our clothing, though we shower every day and we don’t wear any clothing more than once before washing it again, because, at present, we are in a position financially when we can afford to do this. One day we won’t be, most likely.

What this means for us is that we are pretty well isolated now from other people, though not entirely. We had moved here 5 months ago so that my husband could care for his elderly parents, but we are staying away from there so we don’t give them what we have. We had also been meeting with a group of people in our building for Bible study, but, again, we do not want to risk the danger of giving this to other people until we are certain we are free from these critters, though I know no one can be completely sure they are not passing along bugs to others, as these critters have a way of secretly sneaking on to you, like hitchhikers. And, that is often how they are passed.

I do know that people are watching our lives to see how we react to this situation. And, God is opening some doors for me to witness to people about Jesus that were not there prior to us going through this, so I praise him for that. Through it all the Lord has been and will continue to be my strength and my song; my strong tower to whom I go when I am hurting and in pain – all by his grace and in his strength alone. He is truly teaching me much about resting in him, not just in this trial, but this is training me in how to respond to all trials in my life, including ones to come which are certainly to be much worse, considering the times in which we now live.

And, he is teaching me, too, to be joyful in trial, and to keep giving him praise, even when I do feel like I am being hotly pursued by a fierce and relentless enemy who is after my blood. [Bed bugs are bloodsucking parasites.]

My Enemies (vv. 10-12)

For my enemies speak against me;
    those who wait to kill me conspire together.
They say, “God has forsaken him;
    pursue him and seize him,
    for no one will rescue him.”
Do not be far from me, my God;
    come quickly, God, to help me.

These bed bugs are not human, so they can’t speak evil against me, but they do operate a lot, by instinct, in the way this passage of scripture describes. They do lie in wait until I sit in a chair or I recline in my bed, and usually they wait until I am asleep, though not always, before they go on the attack.

This might appear to some people that God is not paying attention or that he has abandoned me, or some people might feel as though I am being punished for some sin in my life. Others might assume I did something to deserve this, or that I brought this on myself due to some type of personal neglect. I really don’t know what people are saying about me, but I do know that the Lord is filling me with his peace, with his joy, and that there is still a smile on my face, and my faith, praise God, has not been shaken. Yet, I still pray for deliverance, though I accept God’s plan and purpose for it all if it should linger. I pray, “Not my will, but Thine be done.”

Always Hope (14-15, 19-21)

As for me, I will always have hope;
    I will praise you more and more.
My mouth will tell of your righteous deeds,
    of your saving acts all day long—
    though I know not how to relate them all.

Your righteousness, God, reaches to the heavens,
    you who have done great things.
    Who is like you, God?
Though you have made me see troubles,
    many and bitter,
    you will restore my life again;
from the depths of the earth
    you will again bring me up.
You will increase my honor
    and comfort me once more.

My hope in life does not rest in wealth, possessions, good health, lack of bugs, loss of trials, and/or personal acceptance by others, etc. My hope in life is found in Jesus Christ alone. He is my Rock, my Salvation and my Deliver, whether he chooses to deliver me from this trial or through this trial. He is doing some amazing things in my life through this difficulty, so I am thankful to him for this, though I certainly will rejoice, too, when it is over, even if that doesn’t happen until I go to be with him forever.

We all have trials. We all have things which test our faith and our commitments to Christ. Some people learn the needed lessons when they go through difficulties, and they grow in their faith and mature in Christ, and God prunes and purifies them through these times of testing. Yet, others fight with human strength to try to shake off difficulties, and they get angry and bitter, and rant and rave, thinking that somehow that is going to improve their situation, but it never does. It only makes matters much worse, and then they are miserable, and they make others miserable who must be around them. And, they never learn the hard lessons, and so they end up continuing down the wrong paths and repeating the same mistakes.

God never promised us that we wouldn’t have to go through tough times. In fact, he promised us that we would suffer, be hated, and be rejected, etc. Especially now, as we are beginning to see so many prophecies of scripture fulfilled before our very eyes, with regard to these last days before Christ’s return, we should know that things are going to get much worse before they get better. Although I pray for deliverance from this trial, I know God has brought it into my life for my good, so I have to be willing to accept that maybe it won’t get better before Jesus takes me home. And, I have to rest in him 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and keep smiling, and keep singing, and keep praising my Lord, believing fully that he loves me in all this.

Jesus, I am Resting, Resting / Jean Sophia Pigott

Jesus, I am resting, resting,
In the joy of what Thou art;
I am finding out the greatness
Of Thy loving heart.
Thou hast bid me gaze upon Thee,
And Thy beauty fills my soul,
For by Thy transforming power,
Thou hast made me whole.

O, how great Thy loving kindness,
Vaster, broader than the sea!
O, how marvelous Thy goodness,
Lavished all on me!
Yes, I rest in Thee, Belovèd,
Know what wealth of grace is Thine,
Know Thy certainty of promise,
And have made it mine.

Simply trusting Thee, Lord Jesus,
I behold Thee as Thou art,
And Thy love, so pure, so changeless,
Satisfies my heart;
Satisfies its deepest longings,
Meets, supplies its every need,
Compasseth me round with blessings:
Thine is love indeed!

Ever lift Thy face upon me
As I work and wait for Thee;
Resting ‘neath Thy smile, Lord Jesus,
Earth’s dark shadows flee.
Brightness of my Father’s glory,
Sunshine of my Father’s face,
Keep me ever trusting, resting,
Fill me with Thy grace.

Jesus, I am resting, resting,
In the joy of what Thou art;
I am finding out the greatness

Of Thy loving heart.

Save Me

Sunday, October 23, 2016, 5:30 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “More Love to Thee, O Christ.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 69 (Select vv. ESV).

Up to My Neck (vv. 1-4a)

Save me, O God!
    For the waters have come up to my neck.
I sink in deep mire,
    where there is no foothold;
I have come into deep waters,
    and the flood sweeps over me.
I am weary with my crying out;
    my throat is parched.
My eyes grow dim
    with waiting for my God.
More in number than the hairs of my head
    are those who hate me without cause;
mighty are those who would destroy me,
    those who attack me with lies.

The Beast New World Order is on the attack in two main areas. It is going after independent and sovereign nations, and it is going after Christians and the gospel of our salvation, as taught by Jesus and his NT apostles. On a human body, the neck is what connects the head to the rest of the body. On the body of Christ, Christ is the head, so the gospel is what connects us to Christ by God’s grace, via the Holy Spirit, through faith in Jesus Christ. And, the gospel right now is under serious attack, and so is its messengers, because the Beast does not want us to connect to the Head, which is Christ.

So, what is this beast New World Order? It is comprised of the elite, wealthy and powerful of the world, the Bilderberg group, the Trilateral Commission, The Council on Foreign Relations, big banks, CEOs of major corporations, the United Nations, NATO, and other world powers and religious organizations, etc. The US government is part of this beast, and it serves to lead the charge in doing the dirty work for the beast, along with its global allies. I believe the US government and our nation were created to help bring in the rule of this beast, i.e. the all-seeing eye hovering over top of the unfinished pyramid, as is depicted on our national seal and our $1 bill.

The US government and the New World Order are of Satan and the Beast, and they are now on a full-scale assault against Christ and his church, and his gospel. The Lord has been showing me for years now that the US government finances, equips and trains terrorists to do their dirty work for them, and then they plan terrorist attacks, and then act as though they are the saviors so that they can go into various nations to take them over and to persecute and kill Christians. The Taliban, Al Qaeda, and ISIS are all US government sponsored terrorists, and they serve the evil purposes of our government and their political allies in the New World Order Beast.

Most of our politicians are actors working for a group of the elite – the wealthy and powerful of the world who serve as a shadow government behind the scenes here in the US. This shadow government are really the ones calling the shots for what goes on in the world, and our government serves as puppets of these puppet masters. There is no right and left. They all work for the same people. Russia is not our enemy. Russia and the US work for the same people, i.e. they are both part of this New World Order which is conquering nations, peoples and Christians throughout the world.

The media here in the US is mostly all government controlled, and so they spew out whatever lies the New World Order Beast wants them to tell. Anything can be faked. False flag operations are the norm. Chaos, mass murders, racial tensions, riots, unrest, confusion, dramatizations for the benefit of deception, manipulations, etc. are all part of the game plan. The purpose is to convince the populous that we, as a nation, have a serious problem, and that we need help to fix it, and our government (and the New World Order Beast) have just the solution to fix our problems and to heal our nation. It is all scripted. The M.O. is the same in the Middle East as it is now here in the USA. This is all about conquering our nation, bringing us all under a one-world totalitarian government, and forcing unity with the N.W.O. Beast and its one world religion, too.

Zeal for Your House (vv. 7-12)

For it is for your sake that I have borne reproach,
    that dishonor has covered my face.
I have become a stranger to my brothers,
    an alien to my mother's sons.
For zeal for your house has consumed me,
    and the reproaches of those who reproach you have fallen on me.
When I wept and humbled my soul with fasting,
    it became my reproach.
When I made sackcloth my clothing,
    I became a byword to them.
I am the talk of those who sit in the gate,
    and the drunkards make songs about me.

So, are all Christians under attack? Not yet. What is under attack is Christianity and the gospel as defined by Jesus and his NT apostles. Those who take Jesus and his Word seriously, and who are advancing the kingdom of heaven through the preaching of the full gospel message, are certainly being persecuted and even killed for their faith in many countries throughout the world. Those who claim to be Christians but who live not much different from the world, and who are living for sinful pleasures and for self-gratification and entertainment are not the main targets at this point. In fact, I think the institutional church will continue to function somewhat under the rule of this beast, as long as it compromises with the beast, and accepts all religions as valid (viable), and accepts all walks of life without judging.

If you hold to a feel-good gospel which is all about doing good deeds and not judging anyone’s choice of lifestyle or religion, and which preaches that we don’t have to repent of (turn from) sin, and we don’t have to obey Christ and his Word, then you should be accepted, especially if you think we all worship the same god, no matter what our religion. Yet, if you hold to the truths of scripture (to the tenets of our faith), and you preach repentance and obedience for salvation of sin, as taught by Jesus and his NT apostles, then you will be called hateful, bigoted, intolerant, and a religious extremist (terrorist) who must be eliminated or reprogrammed. And, you will be shunned, rejected, ridiculed, persecuted, falsely accused and eventually, if not now, you will face imprisonment, beatings and/or death for your faith.

My Prayer to God (vv. 13-15, 29-30)

But as for me, my prayer is to you, O Lord.
    At an acceptable time, O God,
    in the abundance of your steadfast love answer me in your saving faithfulness.
Deliver me
    from sinking in the mire;
let me be delivered from my enemies
    and from the deep waters.
Let not the flood sweep over me,
    or the deep swallow me up,
    or the pit close its mouth over me…

But I am afflicted and in pain;
    let your salvation, O God, set me on high!
I will praise the name of God with a song;
    I will magnify him with thanksgiving.

No matter what we are going through; no matter what trials God may take us through; no matter what cross he calls us to bear for the sake of his name, and the sake of his gospel, we can’t let it undo us, no matter how hard it gets. We have to stay focused on the Lord and not on our trials. We have to keep sharing the gospel of salvation, and not give up out of fear of what humans (or non-humans) may do to us. We need to believe that one day we will be rescued from all of this when we die, or when Jesus returns to take us home to be with him, if not before then.

We have to keep trusting our Lord, believing in his many promises to us, and keep the faith. We have to rest in HIM, even when all hell is breaking loose all around us. And, we have to keep singing and praising his name, because Satan hates it when we do that, and because, by doing so, we are putting on our spiritual armor with which to fight off Satan’s evil attacks against us. He wants us to fail, you know. He wants us to give up and to throw in the towel, and decide this is just too hard. But, the Christian life is not an easy life. It is not a comfortable life, with regard to the comforts of this world. Jesus said if we want to come after him we must deny self and take up our cross daily and follow (obey) him. He didn’t say it would be easy. But, he said he would carry us through. We just have to trust him.

God allows these times in our lives to purify us, to make us holy, to conform us into the image of Christ, to mature us in our walks of faith, and to make us more serious about him. He uses these times in our lives to draw us to his breast, so we will call on him in our sorrow and pain, and so we will allow his comfort, encouragement and correction to work his will in our lives. I believe he is allowing this time of persecution of Christians worldwide to get believers in Christ to be more fully committed to him. I believe, as well, that America is now under the judgment of God and that the church here is beginning to taste some of the persecution Christians across the globe have had to face for many generations. The church in America needs this, because so many who claim to know Christ don’t live much like it at all. So, God is allowing this to bring his people back to him as their only LORD.

More Love To Thee, O Christ / Prentiss / Doane


More love to Thee, O Christ, more love to Thee!
Hear Thou the prayer I make on bended knee.
This is my earnest plea: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Once earthly joy I craved, sought peace and rest;
Now Thee alone I seek, give what is best.
This all my prayer shall be: More love, O Christ to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Let sorrow do its work, send grief and pain;
Sweet are Thy messengers, sweet their refrain,
When they can sing with me: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Then shall my latest breath whisper Thy praise;
This be the parting cry my heart shall raise;
This still its prayer shall be: More love, O Christ to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee! 

Saturday, October 22, 2016

He is Awesome!

Saturday, October 22, 2016, 4:58 a.m. – The Lord Jesus put in mind the song “Near the Cross” and then, “More Love to Thee, O Christ.” Speak, Lord, your words to my heart. I read Psalm 66 (Select vv. ESV).

Come and See (vv. 5-7)

Come and see what God has done:
    he is awesome in his deeds toward the children of man.
He turned the sea into dry land;
    they passed through the river on foot.
There did we rejoice in him,
    who rules by his might forever,
whose eyes keep watch on the nations—
    let not the rebellious exalt themselves. Selah

The children of Israel were in slavery in Egypt for a very long time before God sent Moses to deliver them. Moses went to Pharaoh and told him to let God’s people go, but he refused, so God sent plagues on the land. Each time there was a new plague, still Pharaoh refused to let go of the children of Israel. Then, God sent the plague of the first born male. All those who did not do what God said in placing the blood of a required animal on their door posts (frames) suffered the death of the firstborn males in their household. All who obeyed God were passed over, and were spared death. And, then Pharaoh did let the people go. But, then God hardened Pharaoh’s heart, and he pursued God’s people, but the Lord took his people through the water on dry land to safety. When Pharaoh’s army advanced against God’s people into the water, God then let the water go over them, and they all drowned.

So, how are the people of God, the church, in slavery today? Who or what is holding them in bondage? Or, is this yet to come? Why am I seeing the face of Hillary Clinton? I have seen her face in my mind twice the past two days.

The Lord has given me at least 86 writings (including dreams and visions) about Hillary Clinton, since 2008. 51 of these writings were in 2008. In June of that year, he showed me Hillary as a “sleeper,” i.e. somebody who is not an immediate success but, often surprisingly, later becomes one; or a spy or secret agent who lives an ordinary life until called into action. That same year, I also saw her as a “tax collector,” i.e. someone who raises taxes, and as someone who strongly leans toward socialism. I had the sense then that God had a plan for Hillary Clinton. That same year, in a dream, I also saw her with a suitcase full of votes. I also had a vision of the pope placing a crown on Hillary’s head. That year the Lord was also making a lot of parallels between the “Star War” series with Darth Vader, particularly in “The Empire Strikes Back,” and what was yet to come in our future.

In this same vision where I saw the pope place a crown on Hillary’s head, I saw this, as well: “I saw a snake again, and this snake turned into a royal robe that was placed on a man who was being crowned king. He sat on a throne that was made of white wood. The snake then slithered out of the robe (or cape) around the man’s neck and the snake hissed and it just kept slithering around the man as though he possessed the man or was one with the man.” [Note: I learned that Pope Francis sits on a white seat made of wood.] The day I had this vision, which was 11/17/08, I also read Nahum 3 (very fitting). Much of the dreams/visions God gave me at this time were about a coming judgment on the USA for her many crimes against humanity.

You Tested Us (vv. 8-12)

Bless our God, O peoples;
    let the sound of his praise be heard,
who has kept our soul among the living
    and has not let our feet slip.
For you, O God, have tested us;
    you have tried us as silver is tried.
You brought us into the net;
    you laid a crushing burden on our backs;
you let men ride over our heads;
    we went through fire and through water;
yet you have brought us out to a place of abundance.

So, is the church in slavery now? Does she need to be delivered? I believe much of her is, and that she definitely needs deliverance, but that it will come through trials and tribulations which are yet to come upon the earth. So, how is she in slavery? Much of the church, in particular in the West, is in slavery to humanism and today’s culture, to worldliness, to the teachings of men, and to a thirst for entertainment, comfort and pleasure, in place of a hunger and thirst for God and for his righteousness.

The gospel has been diluted to make it more attractive to human flesh. “Worship” services are largely focused on entertaining the masses. Government worship is being taught within the church, via the vow of fidelity to the republic, while idolizing our military as our “saviors.” And, the Bible is being replaced with books written by mere humans. As well, much of the church has partnered with the government as a manmade corporation. And, many people within the institutional church are blinded to all the deception and manipulations of truth, and thus, they need to be delivered from it all.

So, God is going to send us some hard times, I believe, in order to awaken his adulterous church, and thus to deliver her from her enslavement to man and to the things of this world. The Lord gave me this in a writing a year ago this month:

“The Lord put the name “Eleanezer” in my mind as the name of this road our nation is on. I felt it was a combination of the name Eleanor Roosevelt and Ebenezer Scrooge.

“Eleanor Roosevelt was a champion of human rights, and helped establish the United Nation’s Bill of Rights, which is international law, and which sounds good on the surface, until you read what it all means. This law has to do with social justice, which is communist, i.e. it has to do with the redistribution of wealth, fulfilling our societal roles, and getting what is due us from society. It has to do with “benefits and burdens of cooperation,” being progressive, attending to the “common good” of others, and conforming to the “norms,” i.e. to the acceptable standards set by a society of human behavior. And, Ebenezer Scrooge was a cold-hearted cheapskate who hated Christmas. I believe the combination of these two people into one gives us a picture of this New World Order, only instead of hating “Christmas,” he/it hates Christians and Christ. And, it is out to destroy us.” http://christsfreeservant.blogspot.com/2015/10/for-our-sake.html

I Will Tell You (vv. 16-20)

Come and hear, all you who fear God,
    and I will tell what he has done for my soul.
I cried to him with my mouth,
    and high praise was on my tongue.
If I had cherished iniquity in my heart,
    the Lord would not have listened.
But truly God has listened;
    he has attended to the voice of my prayer.

Blessed be God,
    because he has not rejected my prayer
    or removed his steadfast love from me!

My main prayer these past 12 years, since the Lord has opened my eyes to see so much of what is going on in the world, in our nation, and in the institutional church, has been for the salvation of souls, the revival of the church in America (and the world), for the true gospel to go forth, and for the strengthening and encouragement of God’s persecuted saints.

I have prayed earnestly, too, for blinded eyes to be opened, even those of the saints of God who have been duped by master manipulators into believing lies over truth. I have prayed for the church to be delivered from these wolves in sheep’s clothing who have deceived them with their false grace gospel, which teaches we don’t have to repent of our sins and that we don’t have to obey the teachings of Christ. And, I have prayed for them to be delivered from the clutches of the US government and its headship over the institutional church and from being blinded to who our government really is and to what they have been doing across the globe in murdering innocents, in persecuting Christians, and in taking over sovereign nations.

I believe God is bringing his judgments on America in answer to prayers just like this coming from his saints who have poured out their hearts to God in prayer for America, and for the church in America. And, I believe we are in for some difficult days ahead, and that they won’t end until our Lord returns for his bride. And, I believe that what we are going to be going through will fit with many of the dreams and visions the Lord has given me over these past 12 years, many of which I did not fully comprehend their meaning, but knew that, in time, the understanding of them would become more clear, lots of which already have. All of this is the fulfillment of prophecy of scripture regarding these last days before the return of Christ. And, I believe God’s main goal in judging his adulterous and/or complacent church is to bring them back to their “first love,” that they may love God/Christ more.

More Love To Thee, O Christ / Prentiss / Doane


More love to Thee, O Christ, more love to Thee!
Hear Thou the prayer I make on bended knee.
This is my earnest plea: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Once earthly joy I craved, sought peace and rest;
Now Thee alone I seek, give what is best.
This all my prayer shall be: More love, O Christ to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Let sorrow do its work, send grief and pain;
Sweet are Thy messengers, sweet their refrain,
When they can sing with me: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!

Then shall my latest breath whisper Thy praise;
This be the parting cry my heart shall raise;
This still its prayer shall be: More love, O Christ to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!